“Woulda, coulda, shoulda” have been my buzzwords since childhood. I’ve spent a lifetime second-guessing nearly every major decision I’ve ever made.
Of course, this caused me great stress and anxiety and led me to research how to change this negative habit. In the process, I learned that many physical issues stem from psychological issues. I began to suspect that many of my fibromyalgia symptoms were related to this negative thinking.
My decision-making difficulties stem at least partially from my childhood. My parents allowed me to make few decisions and even fewer mistakes. They had very specific rules about what I was allowed to be, say, and do. And those rules were strictly enforced.
The unfortunate result (for me and for many adults with similar childhoods) is that making decisions has always caused me great anxiety. In an effort to avoid making them, I find myself relying on other people’s opinions rather than on my own intelligence and experience. If I do manage to make up my own mind about something, I follow it up later with an endless stream of “woulda, coulda, shoulda.”
My spiritual advisor recommended a book to help me with this issue. It’s not new, but rather a classic that’s as powerful today as ever. Written in 1968 by Raymond Charles Barker, “The Power of Decision” provides common sense incentives for me to change my pattern of thinking. Chief among them is the reminder that our minds are as unique as our fingerprints. Given this reality, I have a duty to share my uniqueness with the world. Unless I do so, why am I here?
So, I’m becoming less anxious about making decisions, and I’m allowing myself to make more mistakes. And guess what? The world doesn’t come to a screeching halt when I’m wrong! With time and practice, I’m hoping to feel completely comfortable in relying upon my own judgment and to experience a complete lack of anxiety whenever a decision needs to be made.
I’m afraid my description here is an oversimplification of “The Power of Decision.” Suffice it to say, this book affected my way of thinking like nothing else ever has. These days, I find myself either redirecting my thinking or changing the words I’m telling myself.
Henry Ford said, “Whether you think you can, or you think you can’t – you’re right.” Barker might have worded it differently, but his message is the same: We create our reality by the thoughts that we think. Further, the certainty of obtaining the outcomes we desire is consistent with the strength of our belief that we can.
This thought process is quite a radical shift when you had previously believed that life just happened to you. I never imagined that my thoughts could create my future. However, knowing this and living it are two different things. It takes time and training to use your thinking to change your life. Deleting negative thoughts believed for a lifetime and replacing them with positive ones is not easily done. I struggle with it every day.
But I can tell you this. The more often I’m able to recognize and correct my negative thoughts, the more positive changes occur in my life — physically, emotionally, and spiritually. If you find yourself struggling with the destructive results of “woulda, coulda, shoulda,” or questioning your every decision, consider reading “The Power of Decision.”
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