After decades of reading about, treating, and often cursing this challenging illness called fibromyalgia, one significant thing I’ve learned is that pain has two parts: There’s the actual physical sensation and then the feeling about that physical sensation.
The physical sensation usually is measured on a severity scale of 1- 10 and includes a longevity factor (how long you’ve experienced this unpleasantness).
In other words, there’s pain and then there’s the reaction to pain.
In many cases, we are powerless to control the physical sensation. Sometimes, all the treatments we generally employ — heat, ice, medication, meditation, yoga, massage, acupuncture, and aromatherapy — just don’t do it. Or, they don’t do it quickly enough. That’s when the going gets tough. But that’s when we need to think about other options.
Once we realize we are powerless to change our physical condition, the options become psychological, or perhaps even spiritual, in nature. One choice is to be angry about the pain. The thing to know about anger is that it’s always a secondary emotion. When we’re in pain, the primary emotion for most of us is likely fear — that it will get worse or that it won’t stop.
Interestingly, anger can feel good in the short term. While you’re focused on your anger, you’re less focused on your pain. However, anger isn’t stagnant, and it always has a target. Someone in your life (often the person closest to you) will likely suffer along with you. This is never helpful.
However, if you can convert your anger into its opposite, which is assertiveness, and maintain your pain as your target, it may serve you well. For example, if your anger says, “I’ve had enough of feeling this way, and today I’m going to do something about it,” then anger can be useful. If you can be angry enough to take a short walk, even if it hurts, or throw away your sugary treats and make yourself an energy drink, then your anger served a purpose.
Another psychological option is to have a pity party. I must admit, this choice is all too tempting for me. Thoughts that are all too common include: Woe is me. I was supposed to attend a special event today, but I’ll be lucky to struggle into my clothes instead. My mind tends to dwell on the past, and it’s difficult to see a brighter future. Thoughts like this tend to make us feel powerless, as we wait for someone else to save us from our problems. Of course, this won’t happen. Pain is personal. It’s only a problem for us — not for anyone else.
The alternative to anger and self-pity is compassion. It’s treating yourself as you’d treat a friend who was going through a similar difficulty. It’s realizing that life isn’t always easy. There will be good times and bad. It’s knowing that we’ve felt this way before and that it won’t last forever. It’s viewing our pain as an outsider looking in, and not having feelings about it one way or another, just feeling what we’re feeling, acknowledging it, accepting it, and treating it (and ourselves) kindly.
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