Gaining Strength from Lessons Learned from Fibromyalgia

Gaining Strength from Lessons Learned from Fibromyalgia


As my health sways back and forth with the weather changes, I am reminded of the lessons that fibromyalgia (FM) has taught me.

The most important lesson I gathered early on, and at times have to be reminded of, is patience. This is important not only to help sort my thoughts, but to keep my body from ramping up with the notorious stress hormones. Feeling stressed will exacerbate pain, depression, anxiety and related autonomic functions (i.e., heart rate, gastrointestinal system).

I try to stay focused on patience, and practice it when others do not understand FM. I try to have patience in dealing with insurance companies, or when having to re-explain your situation to medical personnel. I also try to have patience with myself when I have word recall difficulties, insomnia or feel upset about the fact my body isn’t cooperating.

Another lesson I have learned over the years as my FM symptoms have progressed is the importance of remaining positive. With so many challenges from FM, one can be grasping at straws to find anything remotely positive. I view the glass as half-empty and half-full, while analyzing it to find out why it is partially empty.

Usually when a person feels overwhelmed and has little control over a situation, stress and negative emotions can emerge easily. However, if the perception is altered, that can make all the difference. I know there is nothing more stressful than days when forgetfulness and word-finding difficulty take hold. I have to learn to take a few deep breaths and/or make a joke in order to keep from having a tantrum or crying.

Intertwined with this is the lesson about taking time to see the beauty around me. Feeling well enough to just walk to the mailbox, or play with the puppy lifts my spirits. Enjoying the sights and sounds during a warm spring or summer day also invigorates me. Even during the colder months, I focus heavily on the nostalgia behind warming up by the fire, drinking hot chocolate and the holiday season. Although the holidays are much different now, I still have created some traditions that no illness, or lack of certain loved ones, can erase.

Because I want others to still remember me as a person, I had to remind myself of that fact, too. I am still a wife, daughter, sister-in-law, puppy-mom, friend and scientist. I still have thoughts, opinions and goals that are outside of fibromyalgia. I want to remember that about myself, especially when I have days that are consumed with insurmountable symptoms, or I am feeling melancholy about things I no longer can do.

The past seven years since I went on disability definitely enabled me to focus on myself asa whole person. I was no longer able to divert my attentions to work, school and others. My thoughts and emotions were ever-present and unwilling to be suppressed. I have read this of others who endure a significant change that affects a major aspect of their life, such as an athlete no longer being able to compete, or a musician unable to perform. Their whole identity was consumed in that one area of their life, and they must be forced to do a lot of soul-searching before he/she could begin to piece together a new lifestyle.

This creation of a new lifestyle that is within my means, and still gives me some quality of life, is an ongoing process. Through this transformation, I have gained an inner-strength that has created a buffer from insensitive, disrespectful and uncaring people. While I still cry or feel hurt, it is no longer about me alone, for I am part of a group of others who suffer from FM. It’s a group I am privy to because I share the same illness, yet gain strength from knowing I have support from others just like me.

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7 comments

  1. BONNIE SPOON says:

    Good article, thank you! I don’t get depressed (thank goodness) but for me, it is learning how to live one’s life with FM….I have a new normal. What is normal? It’s what works for you. It is hard dealing with trying to get up in the morning and the severe fatigue that follows all day. I do not sleep well. I have to take medicine to go to sleep, every night. If I know I have to get up early the next day, which I always try to avoid now, I usually have a horrible night sleep fear of not being able to function when I have to get-up. My husband is a prince and totally understands this. I need to be patient, not worry about not being able to get up in the mornings, and not get frustrated that I don’t have the life I had before FM. I try to exercise now to the best of my ability to help with the fatigue, and to give myself good messages. It is wonderful to have this website to know that others with FM go through the same things I experience and totally understand what one deals with on a daily basis. Cheers to good health!

    • Lori G says:

      I’m glad that you find comfort in knowing you have many, many others who understand, all too well, what you are experiencing. I am glad that you don’t suffer from depression (something that makes life a little more cumbersome) and that you have a wonderful and supportive husband; we all deserve to have at least one person on our side that tries to understand, empathize and care. Thanks for reading and hope that future articles from myself and others will be of benefit to you. Future good health to you too! 🙂

  2. Julie Shenk says:

    Beautifully stated and oh so true for FM and other chronic illnesses as well. It has been true in my life as well. Thanks for writing every detail of what does work with the new normals we now live.

    • Tim Bossie says:

      Hi Julie, we are so glad that you are able to connect with this article. We hope that you are able to continue to gain new strength each day.

    • Lori G says:

      I am glad that my article was able to convey what we go through and ways to try and establish some quality of life. Thank you for the kudos too! 🙂

  3. Denise Bault says:

    Your article was poetry in motion; it divinely shows what we struggle with and how we must proceed. Patience really is a virtue. I thought I had that one down; I then got fibromyalgia and realized there was a whole different level to be achieved…:-)

    • Lori G says:

      Thank you for the kind words about my article! I am glad that I was able to successfully convey what we go through on a regular basis and how to get something positive from it. I smiled when I read your comment about patience, for I too, thought I was pretty patient most of my life (outside of having ptsd for a few years). This illness can certainly bring out a irritable, nasty ‘lion’ at times. I find myself when I am extremely exhausted and having the annoying, grading pain throughout my body that little stressors or unexpected events can make me snappish and fussy. I find myself thinking that it isn’t that big of a deal or that all I have to do is rest and come back to it, but, my mouth can open up with a quick remark and I am just amazed at my reaction. It is like a Jekyl and Hyde event. Hope you are doing well!

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